I love my current job, but i wish it paid more. Sprint offered me a really good position buut, 3 other ppl has to be interviewed.I want to take it buuut thhen id have to quit hallmark :< i dont want to fucking quit. I think i will hope the lady doenst choose me any more. Ill stay where im at now. Im sure other types of opportunites will come my way.
My mom pisses me off alot =P i hate things she does and i fucking hate the things she says to me. She doenst get it, she never will. I dont really have a dad the dudes somewhere. probably more with some girl that might be my half sister. LOL guess how? he cheated on my mom, so the girl may or not be my half sis, but w/e. shes in guatemala, so ill probably never know who the fuck she is. I have a history exam tomorrow, not looking forward to that. Ive been texting my bf... what do you know he actually responded. right on time :\ i was thinking he was just going to ignore me for the night. that wouldnt be normal. i miss him so goddam much. im so worried about him.
I went out today with my friend jenn, then brooke came along, i only wanted to go out with jenn to go to walmart and get a small gift for casie's babyshower tomorrow. nope we drove far, so that brooke could see her crush and give him cupcakes, me n jenn waited in car for like an hour. finally went to eat i was hungry then we went to walmart :P
i really hope franks ok. >.>
im deffinately not. lol oh well. life sucks.
keep a smile on and deny the negative :D
i want to have money and be able to travel and see the world before i die. I know im going to die young. the way i planned it. something has to make me want to live old and more worthless. i hope he'll always be there for me. maybe if he is true then short life could no longer be an option. i truly love him so much.
i feel tense.
i feel like throwing up.
my head has been hurting for some days now.
I want to die.
lol
i want to feel his presense.
I want a dad, but i guess thats too fucking late.
I feel alone today.
I hate feeling alone, i hate it soo much. theres no one to be able to talk to about it, theres him but hes going through something at his home dont need to burden him with my shit.
im stupid.
im getting off comp this is bothering me.
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